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Dear Lord, grant me the courage
To change the things I can change
The serenity to accept those things I cant change
And the wisdom to know the difference
But most of all God
Grant me the courage not to give up
On what I think is right
Even though I might think it is hopeless...
Life is just a mess right now...
But I've realized in life that there is no mess that can't be cleaned up.. Some just take more time than others...
I think the fact of my dad being gone just makes it harder.
I know with everything im going through right now that's really hard, it would be easier to get over all of it if i didn't have to go to bed everynight worrying about whether or not my dad is going to be coming home a year from next month.. that sounds terrible, but where my dad is in iraq right now is not a spot that many wan't to be.....
Theres just a lot going on right now and through it all, i know people are here for me- but i cant help but feel alone.. I honestly feel so empty right now...... Very lonely... I dont know what its going to take to change that, but hopefully I'll find it.
I got accepted to College. I'll be attending the University of Southern Indiana next fall, so I'm deffinatly Looking forward to that.
Graduation is only about 5 monthes away.. what a weird concept to grasp-- we've waited our whole lives for the day that we'll be facing.. Its going to be hard to let go....
Later!
To change the things I can change
The serenity to accept those things I cant change
And the wisdom to know the difference
But most of all God
Grant me the courage not to give up
On what I think is right
Even though I might think it is hopeless...
Life is just a mess right now...
But I've realized in life that there is no mess that can't be cleaned up.. Some just take more time than others...
I think the fact of my dad being gone just makes it harder.
I know with everything im going through right now that's really hard, it would be easier to get over all of it if i didn't have to go to bed everynight worrying about whether or not my dad is going to be coming home a year from next month.. that sounds terrible, but where my dad is in iraq right now is not a spot that many wan't to be.....
Theres just a lot going on right now and through it all, i know people are here for me- but i cant help but feel alone.. I honestly feel so empty right now...... Very lonely... I dont know what its going to take to change that, but hopefully I'll find it.
I got accepted to College. I'll be attending the University of Southern Indiana next fall, so I'm deffinatly Looking forward to that.
Graduation is only about 5 monthes away.. what a weird concept to grasp-- we've waited our whole lives for the day that we'll be facing.. Its going to be hard to let go....
Later!