Aug 15, 2004 14:06
well mi life is going pretti good rite now considering all that has happened to me in the past week..actualli scratch that..mi life is wonderfull rite now..i just love it..i am so happi rite now that i could just do nething..mi life is finalli turning for the better and i am getting rid of so much drama in mi life..not just friends..but everithing..mi behavior has calmed down so much since briana and i havnt bin friends nemore..im not saiin she caused me to b "bad" but idk..its just that since i realized that me and hers friendship was detereating[however u spell it] ive grown up alot and alot of shit has changed..i made the jv volleyball team at school so that made me feel realli good..stevo asked me out and i am happi with him..look at this people..and dont laugh either..ok? cause that wud b so gay if u laughed at me..
steve: yea like when you say i love you and i say it to you i know you mean it and i know you know i mean it and that feels good to know.....and like at work i was so happy and just worked and had so much fun all because of you
steve: and i love it
steve: and u
steve: you make me so happy that nothing can ever go wrong in my life right now...all i need is you and thats all i want
steve: i am so dahm happy and like just i love you so much and that makes me happy cause i know i mean it and and i know you mean it and i feel like nothing can ruin this not even the end of the world cause id love you to the end
he says those kinds of things to me all the time and we've only been going out for like..4 dayz..but its love..it really is..u can sai its not but it is..we can feel it..im so head over heals for this boy that its not even funny..i kno im bein all mushi..srri..lol..i just cant help it..like that whole thing w. briana..he was there for me and calmed me down and stopped me from crying..its just so great..
newaiz..back with the good things in mi life..
i am doing realli good in school..i think im going to get all high a's on the progress reports this week @ school..so iea iea im happy..and mi mom and i r on very very good terms and i havnt made her mad or nething..
i just love life i realli do..and if u want to try and make me feel bad then plz leave rite now..
well i am going to go call steve<3
i love u all..mi dearest friends<3