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ughh? life as we know it sucks... ryan and i are non existant but today he told me how he really felt. he told me that he actually does have feeling for me and he wanted to know if i wanted to go back out with him again.. i told him that i needed to think about it. so i called kyra and she gave me some good advice! ryan its going to have to change if before i give us another shot. he is going to have to figure out what his priorities are and what is actually important to him.. somedays i feel that my world is crashing down around me and its really hard for me to deal with. adam came over today and we just chilled and it was really fun. i like being friends with adam cuz we can listen to each other and trust each other. im so tired and just want to go to bed. i cant wait for this weekend b/c im going upnorth and its going to be a partayy! ugh im going to bed... pz n luv