i hope you stay, beautiful baby.
So I can definitely say that it has been more than a long time since I have wrote in this thing. Many things have happened since I last got on this, I graduated high school, took some semesters at college and now am living out in Arizona. I just moved out here on September 2nd and so far everything seems awesome. It's only me, Mandy and Mikey out here right now but we are expecting Jesse, Lucas and Hill around October 10th.
Mandy just found out that she was pregnant a few days ago so that has been the main focus around here for a little bit now. I'm still trying to figure out how I feel about that whole situation but in the end I guess all I can really be now is happy and supportive for her and mike.
I can honestly say that it's the hardest and the most tiring thing that I have ever done moving out here. It is an entirely new state and the people, landscape and weather is so unlike Michigan it's more than hard to explain. I think everyday if it was my destiny to be here and if I made the right choice of coming out here. There are times when I convince myself that I am and there are other times where I am not so sure. I haven't found a job yet out here so that is making everything a million times more stressful than it really should be. I can't complain about the nice weather though, it's always more than gorgeous outside and i have the tan lines to prove it, haha. The heat though is sometimes almost unbearable but everyday that I am here I get more and more used to it.
as for today, I didn't do much of anything. We never really do anything right now because for one - it's so hot out during the day and neither me or mikey have air conditioning in our cars. two- none of us honestly have any money that can be spared on anything fun right now. The flip side is that I should be getting some in the mail from my mom soon so that will help me out for a little while.
Tomorrow, me and Mandy have interviews for jobs in the morning. I applied at a Marketing agency and they gave me a call back this past week, so that kind of made me feel better. We will see how everything goes, maybe I will come home tomorrow with a job.
But anyway, this house is ridiculously messy right now so I am going to go do what I can to clean it. Chat later. : )
Mandy just found out that she was pregnant a few days ago so that has been the main focus around here for a little bit now. I'm still trying to figure out how I feel about that whole situation but in the end I guess all I can really be now is happy and supportive for her and mike.
I can honestly say that it's the hardest and the most tiring thing that I have ever done moving out here. It is an entirely new state and the people, landscape and weather is so unlike Michigan it's more than hard to explain. I think everyday if it was my destiny to be here and if I made the right choice of coming out here. There are times when I convince myself that I am and there are other times where I am not so sure. I haven't found a job yet out here so that is making everything a million times more stressful than it really should be. I can't complain about the nice weather though, it's always more than gorgeous outside and i have the tan lines to prove it, haha. The heat though is sometimes almost unbearable but everyday that I am here I get more and more used to it.
as for today, I didn't do much of anything. We never really do anything right now because for one - it's so hot out during the day and neither me or mikey have air conditioning in our cars. two- none of us honestly have any money that can be spared on anything fun right now. The flip side is that I should be getting some in the mail from my mom soon so that will help me out for a little while.
Tomorrow, me and Mandy have interviews for jobs in the morning. I applied at a Marketing agency and they gave me a call back this past week, so that kind of made me feel better. We will see how everything goes, maybe I will come home tomorrow with a job.
But anyway, this house is ridiculously messy right now so I am going to go do what I can to clean it. Chat later. : )