Jul 29, 2005 20:00
I haven't been doing much of anything today, just sitting around. That is what I hate the most, sitting here. It gets me thinking too much. Thinking about things that I shouldn't be and things that only make me upset and want to cry. In the meantime, I am trying to keep that from happening. Things are just not the same anymore, none of it. It's hard not being the same person anymore, I don't like it at all. There is always something missing, I just haven't figure out what yet. Anyway, I don't want to bore you all with any of that anymore so I am going to get going, I will write later when I feel better.
I love you Zachary, I miss you. :-\