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i havn't made a real update in i don't know how long.. but i'm in the mood to so here it goes !
i've been more happy latley than i have been in so long. nico and i are.. idk what we are but we're "together" you could say. i feel like a little girl all over again and i can't describe the feelings i have. i'm def not gonna get too serious too soon though, because i don't want anything to get ruined and to be honest i'm kind of scared. every other relationship i've been in always started out great then eventually turned to shit.. and i really do not want that to happen this time around. i'm just going to follow my heart and see where it takes me.
all the girls are wonderful, there's a few that i will actually call my BESTfriends though.. and they know who they are.
i feel that i've changed SO much since highschool, i can't even explain it. i srsly feel like i'm a better person all around. i don't know if it's because of certain experiences i went through or i just grew up. i mean i know i have so much more to learn and a lot more growing up to do.. but i'm happy about myself as of right now.
so i've probably gained about 20lbs since i graduated, it's disgusting. i'm trying SO hard to lose the weight but it's almost impossible for me! i'm not kidding. i lose some then i gain it back, then i lose some again and so on. ugh, i will get there though i promise! as of right now that is my number one goal.
i can't think of much else to say and i have to finish getting ready for my dentist appointment, goodbye.
i've been more happy latley than i have been in so long. nico and i are.. idk what we are but we're "together" you could say. i feel like a little girl all over again and i can't describe the feelings i have. i'm def not gonna get too serious too soon though, because i don't want anything to get ruined and to be honest i'm kind of scared. every other relationship i've been in always started out great then eventually turned to shit.. and i really do not want that to happen this time around. i'm just going to follow my heart and see where it takes me.
all the girls are wonderful, there's a few that i will actually call my BESTfriends though.. and they know who they are.
i feel that i've changed SO much since highschool, i can't even explain it. i srsly feel like i'm a better person all around. i don't know if it's because of certain experiences i went through or i just grew up. i mean i know i have so much more to learn and a lot more growing up to do.. but i'm happy about myself as of right now.
so i've probably gained about 20lbs since i graduated, it's disgusting. i'm trying SO hard to lose the weight but it's almost impossible for me! i'm not kidding. i lose some then i gain it back, then i lose some again and so on. ugh, i will get there though i promise! as of right now that is my number one goal.
i can't think of much else to say and i have to finish getting ready for my dentist appointment, goodbye.