fuck i want out
im ready 4 summer to start! im so sick of school and im so sick of drama and i so sick of being confused and always at the wrong place at the wrong time...im going 2 the bahamas in july so im pretty excited about that... but july couldnt be any further away... seriously ive been counting from 140 days and its only 58 now lol i hate waiting. so i really like tiffany but i dk if anything will ever work out.. im aslo afraid 2 like her because then i will be hurt when it ends. because it will end. im planning for next year. i could possibly be back in florida for good in a little over a year from now.. well atleast untill chris gets the condo in orlando so i have a place to live... lol thats a pretty good thing to have if im moving out there. i cant wait 4 this summer but i guess i have 2 stop living for the future and start living my days for what they are worth. i want a new job. i got screwed by starbucks once again and im still stuck at longs.. they hire 2 of my friends who have never had jobs before over me! wtf im not mad at them im just mad that i cant cath a fucking break.. i really want a good jobn so i can be like FUCK YOU STARBUCKS AND FUCK YOU LONGS i dont need you! haha i want one of those jobs where im excited to go 2 work.. or atleast not pissed off.. idk maybe someday..