nervous, anxious, a bunch of emotions in one big emotion-ette...

[hollistaluvr]

tomorrow morning i'm going to do something i've never had the courage to do and hopefully will have the chance to. i've worked up the nerve to ask mr. allen if i can conduct tomorrow during symphonic band. i just wanna conduct for one song, maybe la fiesta. but i hope he says yes, i will be so happy. i just wanna do it this once. i can't wait!!!! so now u get the anxious, and nervous thing. i hopoe i can do it tomorrow. if i do, i think i'm gonna conduct towards the trumpets though, he'll like that, bcuz he alwayz conducts towards them in sym. band.

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goodnite. matt.