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so tomorrow is my first surgery. well fourth actually, but first of this sequence. its outpatient, so it wont be bad. but ill still be out of it and cut up, but whatever. all i want to do is walk more then a block without beingin pain. so hopefully this will start me on my way. on another note, ive finished anna karenina the massive 800+ page tolstory novel. it was amazing. and now im reading some trashy chick fiction novel. and all of these trashy novels put me in such a rut. and i know that no matter what i read, i will always be in this rut. and now ive decided against meaningless sex. its just not for me anymore. well to an extent.