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[hollieluther]

I am no longer a minor. Yet my mother seeems to think I need to be grounded. Technically I am not, but she threatned. I found this amusing. My 18th birthday sort of sucked. No one really knew. The only people that did...are my only two friends. AGAIN. Josh and Tory. What would I do without them?? I dont blame people for forgetting, except Caitlin

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[khaetlynne]

i really am sorry i didnt call you. i know there's nothing i can say that will fix that, though.

but if you dont want me to come, i wont. i do want to, but i dont think i can stay all night, have to take care of animals and stuff, and i dont really want to wake up and drive home way early in the morning.
if you dont want to deal with me, i wont make you.
but that's up to you, really.

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[hollieluther]

Couldn't even scrifice ONE little thing for me...could you. WOW. Fine, go to Clay. I would like you there but I feel more and more that I am pushing you to come. It'd be better if you would just fuckin tell me what you really think of me. fuck. No more arrogance from either of us.

[khaetlynne]

heh. fine. if you are going to continue to be convinced im always against you and conspiring and hating you, fine. i wasnt being arrogant in the first place. im sorry you even brought clay into this because this has nothing to do with him. it wasnt that i wasnt going to sacrifice for you, its that i honestly forgot. yes. i am a bad person because i forgot. but if a friendship redeveloped between us wont keep you happy unless i am always sacrificing for you, i'd rather not have one. if its a friendship wont keep you happy unless you always are reassured of my perspective of you being positive, i'd rather not have one. you were never happy when i would constantly remind you anyways. i dont live to please you. im not going to follow you around with a mop to wipe up your sorrows just to make us best friends again. im done with that. i thought maybe we might be friends again without all of your fucking insecurities always ripping things apart, but i was wrong. you know what i think of you? i think you're a talented young woman with a lot

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[hollieluther]

Thats all that I wanted. I never asked you to follow me. I just..needed a little..push back from you. So, the 19th then. I hope I pass my stupid drivers test.

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[khaetlynne]

the 19th ill spend housesitting. good luck on your drivers test, dont buy any blackberry merlot. use the money for something else, that's my parting gift.

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[hollieluther]

Parting gift? Well, I suppose we could move it to another date.....What would be good for you hun?