Dude I'm Tired

[holliann]

Lets see here.. I'm about to
fall asleep and Kristen is here but
lets see anyways.

Monday - I forgot.

Tuesday - Went to dance, fun times.
We played games lmao. =/

Wednesday - I went to the doctors,
it was Omi's Birthday!! We went
over Omi's and Papa's house for a few
and then after we went to my moms.

Thursday - I went to the derm. They
scraped my hands up like crazy!
Nastyyyyyyy.

Today - Everything was alright. I got
in a fight again with Andy. I dont know
if it's all worth it anymore.. I guess
we'll see. =/ I went out to dinner with
my mom, rick and jake. We went to
Apple Bee's. After that we went to
Lowes cos Jake and I are getting locks
for our doors. Finally! =)

Tomorrow - Dan and Chad are coming over!
I'm excited to see them. =) We're going
to the mall and then Jena might come over
and then Andy's coming over around 5:30.

Thats it

Leave it

<3

I've been hating every bit
of my life lately. It doesnt seem
worth it anymore. I think to myself..
what is my purpose on Earth? Why does
God want me here. I'm a screw up
that has major problems. I wish -someone-
would care for me as much as I care for him.
I wish people would understand why I am the way
I am. I want someone to be able to talk to..
and knows what I'm going thru. I guess that'll
never happen. I dont know whats the use in
living anymore when my life is pointless.