i looked at you but not in the eye

[holli_lynn]

well that was an emotional experience.
i never imagined it being that way. 
and in fact, i didn't think it would tonight. 
and i felt like i was going to cry while i was talking
we agreed to hang out though
so thats good
i dont necessarily feel used or neglected anymore.
i just, don't know how things will turn out.
ugh