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i've met so many different people.
so many different personalities.
hobbies.
quirks.
i love it. i love people. im just trying to soak this in, because sometimes im not sure if this is real.
sometimes i cant believe im in college, living the life that ive always wanted. i dont want to be like joni mitchell, i want to know what i have before its gone. i need to stop analyzing, stop thinking, and start learning. start loving. start accepting.
college, in the short time ive been here, has taught me to be more acceptant. my roommate is black, ive met some people that are really nice and may happen to have a different sexuality, a different color skin, a different backround, and ive realized that it doesnt matter.
i want to love everyone, like jesus did. that's the skill im working on more than anything.
on a different note, im OBSESSED with my russian class. Russia as a country as everything i aspire to be as a person. Undefineable, hopelessly misunderstood, epic, nondefeatable, and aged to perfection. i hope to be able to somehow incorporate Russia into my future lifestyle. im not sure how yet, but ive decided that not knowing is ok. not being sure of things is the only way to grow. indecision, followed by experimentation, is essential.
i love college, i love you, i love you, and i love YOU.
so many different personalities.
hobbies.
quirks.
i love it. i love people. im just trying to soak this in, because sometimes im not sure if this is real.
sometimes i cant believe im in college, living the life that ive always wanted. i dont want to be like joni mitchell, i want to know what i have before its gone. i need to stop analyzing, stop thinking, and start learning. start loving. start accepting.
college, in the short time ive been here, has taught me to be more acceptant. my roommate is black, ive met some people that are really nice and may happen to have a different sexuality, a different color skin, a different backround, and ive realized that it doesnt matter.
i want to love everyone, like jesus did. that's the skill im working on more than anything.
on a different note, im OBSESSED with my russian class. Russia as a country as everything i aspire to be as a person. Undefineable, hopelessly misunderstood, epic, nondefeatable, and aged to perfection. i hope to be able to somehow incorporate Russia into my future lifestyle. im not sure how yet, but ive decided that not knowing is ok. not being sure of things is the only way to grow. indecision, followed by experimentation, is essential.
i love college, i love you, i love you, and i love YOU.