Summer Time - Answer to Any Problem?
maybe.
maybe not.
we shall see.
so in two days it will be my year anniversary of working at caribou.
all the summer collge people are back, things kind of feel like normal again.
not just at work, but everywhere. i feel normal. the weather is normal.
im ready for summer, but at the same time, im scared.
what friendships will i keep going? which ones will be tested by no more school?
i dont know.
im ready for no more school, im ready to not have to always worry.
but at the same time, i wish things could stay the same.
i dont know what i want?
i realize i think in opposite terms than everyone else.
unlike most people, who revel in the present, feel tied down by the past, and look forward to the future, i take advantage of the present, keep going in memory of the past, and dread the future. what does this mean? yo no se.
maybe not.
we shall see.
so in two days it will be my year anniversary of working at caribou.
all the summer collge people are back, things kind of feel like normal again.
not just at work, but everywhere. i feel normal. the weather is normal.
im ready for summer, but at the same time, im scared.
what friendships will i keep going? which ones will be tested by no more school?
i dont know.
im ready for no more school, im ready to not have to always worry.
but at the same time, i wish things could stay the same.
i dont know what i want?
i realize i think in opposite terms than everyone else.
unlike most people, who revel in the present, feel tied down by the past, and look forward to the future, i take advantage of the present, keep going in memory of the past, and dread the future. what does this mean? yo no se.