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i am sick. i thought last week it was just a slight cold that i would be over by now. it's getting worse. my head hurts. i take medicine and feel hazy. i don't want to do anything. i'm having sick dreams. last night, after reading american psycho, i had awful nightmares. i screamed and cried in my sleep until i woke greg and he woke me. i stared at the clock for an hour, afraid to fall asleep again. i couldn't think of anything good. this is making it difficult to be in a decent mood.