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my sisters on drugs...david's on drugs...im tired but i can't sleep...nine inch nails is on mtv right now...i watched the rest of "be cool" tonight and i did not like it...now the killers are on and i don't like this song...or the video...im confused about how i feel...my room is a mess...i wish someone was here right now...and this feeling scares me...vegas...my eyes feel heavy...i need to shower...why am i watching mtv?...im fighting the urge to get into my car and drive somewhere...if i had somewhere to go i would probably not be fighting this urge...i want to move into my apartment...but i don't want to go back to school...i feel stupid...i want to see "wedding crashers" this week...now mcr is on...i feel like i could cry right now and i don't even know if i could pin point exactly why...i feel cheated...this is such a strange feeling..i feel so different...why is tommy lee singing a pop song?...maybe i'll try and sleep now...only in dreams...
shit..what am i doing?
i want to go see tom petty
shit..what am i doing?
i want to go see tom petty