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Jul 25, 2005 22:32

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i think i should up my moving date for long beach. i'm going crazy here and i'm ready to go back to school. i'm sick of the same things happening over and over again in my life. my mom says "insanity is doing the same thing twice and expecting different results" and i'm beginning to see what she means by that. saturday something happend and it was the last straw. i'm done trying for now. i think i just need to seperate myself from a lot of people right now for the good of my sanity...which is going to be way too hard because i love my friends more than anything and it's going to be hard not being around them all the time, especially my best friend. i'm sad that everything so far has turned out this way...it was never necessary..but, shit happens right? whatever...

anyways, micklepalooza was way too much fun...although i was totally hammerd but that probably made it more fun. the next day though..not so much fun, so hungover. then sunday we went to the beach which was a lot of fun up until a certain point and then it was just ridiculous...only for me though. i seem to find myself in a lot of situations where i'm having a really good time and then all of a sudden someones there and i start thinking what am i doing here? and i want to leave..and not come back...for a while at least. but i guess i'm being given that chance again in just a few weeks... but blah blah blah who gives a shit?
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