Dust settles
It's been a while since I last had a conversation with my school mates.
I forgotten that I am no longer in the company that I was with in the past 2 weeks and I let myself go.
like the little kid describing what the amazing katydid was, I responded to
"so where were you ?"
I forgot.
" Oh... so basically, its just a holiday right? oh yeah... go green. whoo."
Reality's back and its biting me really hard.
If there was anything that Rugger, Shinji, Masa-san taught me collectively is that no man can do this job alone.
He needs to find people to share his dream, and someone to share his life.
I've forgotten how alone I really am here.
Time to roll up my sleeves and get back to the painful dirty reality.