Well, what do you think?
So sometimes I go through these moments where I feel like everything in my life is just hanging on by a thread and whenever something just slightly shifts, everything will just come toppling down. It's like when you are having a horrible day and all you need is that one hug from somebody to make you start crying. I guess that I've been experiencing many of these moments lately, considering I am a failure when it comes to any change at all and it seems that all my life can do is change.
There are moments when I can't help but let down my "I'm trying to block the fact that things are changing" wall and actually realize the events that are happening in my life. I find that those are the times that I get nervous and think that maybe the past just won't be enough.
I always seem to find that after I have written an entry, I feel no need to actually post it because technically it has served its purpose for me. But, oh well.
There are moments when I can't help but let down my "I'm trying to block the fact that things are changing" wall and actually realize the events that are happening in my life. I find that those are the times that I get nervous and think that maybe the past just won't be enough.
I always seem to find that after I have written an entry, I feel no need to actually post it because technically it has served its purpose for me. But, oh well.