Thoughts on a...
I think that my body is telling me that it is time for cold weather. Don't really know what I meant by that, but basically it's too darn hot and I'm ready to pull out my scarves and a pea coat. I think I would be so much happier if the weather would be a little cooler.
I've come to this conclusion about my life: Although I am doing HORRIDLY in my pre-calculus class (so horridy that I am ashamed of myself), haven't turned in quite a few English assignments yet, and many other bad judgement choices on my part, I have realized that my life is relatively good. Really. If I take the time to look around myself, I realize that there is more than plenty I have to be grateful for. My mom always says to me, "You can always compare up, and you can always compare down." I could look at my life and be completely ungrateful for everything I've been blessed with. There are always people that will have things that seem so much easier and better than what you have, but there will always be people who have things in their life that aren't easier and better. Things you will never have to go through.
On another note...I'm so ready to live a life that is so much more than high school. I know that this step in my life seems like it is so essential right now (o.k., it really doesn't), but there are so many things that I could be doing out there that would have a more beneficial impact on society than what I'm doing now. Why does society feel that what I'm doing right now in public education is better than what I could be doing? Right now, it's just a matter of time before I can get out of high school and really start to do these things. I feel so trapped in the world of high school and the selfish things that my day revolves around. I am truly exhausted with this whole situation.
Girl party...where are you?
Madeline...why do you never eat lunch with me and love me?
Pre-cal...why are you my worst enemy?
Radiohead...why don't I have any of your C.D.'s?
Kim...when will we have a cast date?
Nice boys...how do I find you?
I've come to this conclusion about my life: Although I am doing HORRIDLY in my pre-calculus class (so horridy that I am ashamed of myself), haven't turned in quite a few English assignments yet, and many other bad judgement choices on my part, I have realized that my life is relatively good. Really. If I take the time to look around myself, I realize that there is more than plenty I have to be grateful for. My mom always says to me, "You can always compare up, and you can always compare down." I could look at my life and be completely ungrateful for everything I've been blessed with. There are always people that will have things that seem so much easier and better than what you have, but there will always be people who have things in their life that aren't easier and better. Things you will never have to go through.
On another note...I'm so ready to live a life that is so much more than high school. I know that this step in my life seems like it is so essential right now (o.k., it really doesn't), but there are so many things that I could be doing out there that would have a more beneficial impact on society than what I'm doing now. Why does society feel that what I'm doing right now in public education is better than what I could be doing? Right now, it's just a matter of time before I can get out of high school and really start to do these things. I feel so trapped in the world of high school and the selfish things that my day revolves around. I am truly exhausted with this whole situation.
Girl party...where are you?
Madeline...why do you never eat lunch with me and love me?
Pre-cal...why are you my worst enemy?
Radiohead...why don't I have any of your C.D.'s?
Kim...when will we have a cast date?
Nice boys...how do I find you?