my new years entry
since i'm leaving for boston in a few hours and i doubt i'll be on here before the new year, i wanted to do my new years entry now.
This year has been such a very good year to me but has also brought so much bad with it too, but I guess you can't expect one perfect year.
Life in general:
I have allowed myself to REALLY enjoy my life. I no longer stress over small things. This time last year i was a constant time bomb and would have thrown my cell phone at someone in a second.
Friends:
I've learned the TRUE meaning of a fake and real friend and have found REAL friends that truly care about me, my life, and my well being and i know i will be friends with them for a very long time. I have accepted that you can't be friends with everyone, and have let go of those people that I was not quite ready to before.
Me, myself, and I:
I've accepted who i am as a person and what I am capable of doing. I know FOR SURE what i want to do with my life and that makes going to school so much more enjoyable. I am able to have a wonderful social life and a hardworking school life. I've learned that sometimes your family is hard on you because they want the best. I am soo in love with 2008, I can not put it into words.
2008 has also brought the death of 2 friends and i have learned from both. They will both stay in my heart forever and although it brings me to tears to think that they wont be here, they have enriched my life and taught me how to be a better person for not only myself but for the world.
i have truly found myself and although some may say that i am too young to be able to do so... i will simply state that right now i truly believe i can be a better person to the world than most 30 & 40 year olds will ever be able to do.
bye bye 2008, hello 2009
P.S. HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! ♥
This year has been such a very good year to me but has also brought so much bad with it too, but I guess you can't expect one perfect year.
Life in general:
I have allowed myself to REALLY enjoy my life. I no longer stress over small things. This time last year i was a constant time bomb and would have thrown my cell phone at someone in a second.
Friends:
I've learned the TRUE meaning of a fake and real friend and have found REAL friends that truly care about me, my life, and my well being and i know i will be friends with them for a very long time. I have accepted that you can't be friends with everyone, and have let go of those people that I was not quite ready to before.
Me, myself, and I:
I've accepted who i am as a person and what I am capable of doing. I know FOR SURE what i want to do with my life and that makes going to school so much more enjoyable. I am able to have a wonderful social life and a hardworking school life. I've learned that sometimes your family is hard on you because they want the best. I am soo in love with 2008, I can not put it into words.
2008 has also brought the death of 2 friends and i have learned from both. They will both stay in my heart forever and although it brings me to tears to think that they wont be here, they have enriched my life and taught me how to be a better person for not only myself but for the world.
i have truly found myself and although some may say that i am too young to be able to do so... i will simply state that right now i truly believe i can be a better person to the world than most 30 & 40 year olds will ever be able to do.
bye bye 2008, hello 2009
P.S. HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE! ♥