Sep 20, 2007 02:46
so i wana write in this just to get some of my frustration out...
i love college but at the same time I'm hating it. my roommates suck for fall. we had a fire the other day bcuz i waws boiling water however it wasnt my fault bcuz my roommate seriously fries food everynight and the grease was all in the bottom of the stove. luckily it didnt do any damage so whatever.
aside from my roommates, i'm now sick for the 3rd time since I started school. It's complete bullshit. we have this big hospital on campus and yet its not doing any help. they wont even check to see if i have strep instead he says "it looks like you have strep so i'm gona treat it like strep" ummm okay it would be nice to know if i do or not so i know if i'm contagious.
friends..ehh.. i wish i was at home. everyone is just soo shady and want you to do things for them. i dont really wana use names just because of uneccesary drama but i've seriously never been talked to by "friends" the way i have since i've been here. I've always been the type of person to stand up for myself and NEVER let someone talk down to me but for some reason i've just been letting shit like that slide...thats not me. I'm a totally different person here than I have ever been... and I dont like it. I really want to transfer somewhere where i have real friends instead of the fake ones here.
im going home this weekend because i need time away from here. and i am soo glad so many people are going home too. it will be a good weekend i know it.
apart from my social life, my academic life is strugling. i'm not as focus as i use to be. i'm hoping this trip home will change my attitude and how i'm feeling about things right now.