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Mar 01, 2006 21:37

OKay things happened and i got very very emotional and what not but OMG i think it's finally over!!  I listened to music while doing a handful of chores and i heard NO DOUBT - EXGIRLFRIEND and i just said to myself i says.......
ME: You know that is so true!!
Brain: Yeah no shit!!!  Took you long enough to realize!!
ME: Yeah mahn its crazy you'd think i wouldve handled that a little better you know with the crying last night and all!!
Brain: Yeah mahn  you scared the shit of me listening to deftones and shit, although it was a perfect time for it i was like "DAMN, not the DEFTONES!!!!"
Me: Yeah but its cool now mahn i'm just gonna let it go.  Just completely let it go not gonna hold on to it at all cause you can see that she doesnt care about me like that anymore and its just not fair to anyone if i kept acting like that!!
Brain:  TOLD YOU THAT SHIT SON!!!!
Me: I know mahn this shit is fucking nuts!!  So what are we gonna do now!!!
Brain: Just live the dream mahn live the dream!!!!

Thats a very very small summary of what i was talking about earlier today!!  But i would like to say a thought that was on my mind which sort of ties in to what i believe about love in general!!  The reason why i dont like to fall in love is beacause love is too uncertain!!!  You can pour everything YOU have into it but if that other person isnt feeling it then its not gonna work at.  Both sides have to push in order for it to work.  Maybe i havent found the right person to help me push but i'll tell you this shit,(read this in a horoscope one time)  i'll fall in love but i wont fall for it blindly!!  But yeah its all good now, i'm good to go!!!!!  Ya boi is back!!!!!!




DookumNukem reporting for duty sir!!!  Now where's my fucking weapon cause i'm ready to OWn!!!!!!!!!
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