Oct 15, 2004 18:29
I didnt think it could get worse. it did. i didnt think it would last this long. it did. dont ask me why. I just didnt. ive never wanted to tell some1 to fuck off and at the same time want to hug them and never let go. i hate being all emo n shit like this. i wish i could just be mad. its easy to just be mad. easy to feel mad. easy to take out anger. but i cant make this feel better. theres only 1 thing that could and i dont want to want that. but i cant help it.