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--I feel poopy and lets just say the ankles arent feeling too hott! probably had one of the worst days EVER yesterday after lunch...lets just say I went to pitching and it was not good. First I get there and hes messin with me about kev because my dad brought up something he should not have bc hes a whore and likes to joke around! And then he gave me this oversized ball that I couldnt even fit in my hand and I wanted to go crazy! He said it was supposed to help point out the flaws in my snap at the end of my pitch but how is it going to point out flaws when I cant even hold the damn ball and it flies out of my hand..I mean come on now! Thats why he thinks theres flaws is because my snap is shitty...I mean I know it isnt perfect and never will be but its hurting me to use that ball more than helping...so I get frustrated as all hell and my dad wasnt helping and getting frustrated with me so I threw the ball as hard as possible because I was beyond pissed! Well he gives me a regular ball which feels so light after that huge ball its absolutely ridiculous! the other ball was like 2 or 3 times the size of a normal softball! I have small hands as it is ya know? Well anyways then we started to work on my rise ball. Well everytime I throw my rise ball it hurts my right ankle because I have to bend it all funky and it pops really loud and hard...it hurts extremely bad too! I know youre probably like why dont u tell someone about it...well too bad I have and they still made me pitch and brushed it off like I was a crybaby...Ive had bad ankles ever since tennis season. During tennis at one point BOTH of my ankles were rolled and I had to play in the championship mega red league match for 1 doubles or else we forfeit and there was no way in hell I was forfeiting...so one of my ankles (my left one...I rolled that one at the beginning of the season) was stronger than the other (my right one...I rolled it that match)...I couldnt even walk so my conclusion was to jump on one foot to get to balls...well in softball...you cannot pitch with one foot so my conclusion and answer to all my problems is out of the picture..Last night I was absolutely LIVID!! I wanted to just overdose and call it a day--
((Man oh man! are livejournals good for bitching when you need to! Sorry I bitched like this whole time, but it needed to be done bc I couldnt hold it in any longer...oh and one more thing...people need to THINK before they ACT...but thats too hard of a concept for people to grasp...heh))
*.*Well im out I have to sell frickin valentines day candy grams all damn day and im quite possibly going to go insane because the senior class congress and our CLASS OF SENIORS ALL TOGETHER...SUCK! Im sick and tired of everyone...Alright im goin...have a nice day!*.*
aShLeY
((Man oh man! are livejournals good for bitching when you need to! Sorry I bitched like this whole time, but it needed to be done bc I couldnt hold it in any longer...oh and one more thing...people need to THINK before they ACT...but thats too hard of a concept for people to grasp...heh))
*.*Well im out I have to sell frickin valentines day candy grams all damn day and im quite possibly going to go insane because the senior class congress and our CLASS OF SENIORS ALL TOGETHER...SUCK! Im sick and tired of everyone...Alright im goin...have a nice day!*.*
aShLeY