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[holisterqtayxox]

so i went to the movies last night... kind of. i was suppost to go w/ nina, calvin, ace, n desty but my stupid sis took the keys w/ her to like roy so yeah my plans got totally screwed. but i was determined to go lol so i got their right when they got out of the movie. damnit. well at least i got to see ace ((i love u)) n everyone i guess. n me n nina n calvin went to KFC n 'bounced' lol. yeah so last night was alright. 2day was totally shity tho. my family is insane. i get in trouble fer not cleanin cuz my sis would punch me n thro me across the room whenever i tried to come in to clean n my dad wripped my money ((like $20)) that i had so i could go buy ashley a birthday present n threw it all over the room n i picked them up n said "dad what the heck?" n he picks the money up n goes "oh im sorry did u want it in smaller pieces?" n rips it all up even more n threw it everywhere. hes crazy. now im cleaning even more then i was suppost to n ashley n everyone are out at dinner right now w/out me. n even if i go i can only stay fer a tiny bit cuz my dads is as u all kno, crazy. NEwayz... im gunna go blast music.... luv u all

***** so cut my wrists and black my eyes.. so i can fall asleep tonight... err die *****

~*~lydia~*~