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So im stuck at home right now babysitting my little nephew and cousin while everyone is enjoying themselves at the Rolling Stones Concert.
I don't know I'm feeling really sappy and kinda lame right now. Im pretty much just sick of every guy I know. But not to mention I probably screwed up the most important relationship with my best friend walon. I dont know I miss him so much and I just wish we could be back to the way we were...things just became so complicated between us. I should have just told him the truth on how I felt. But instead I just blew him off. I don't know I guess I was just too oblivious to all the signs he gave off to me.
Now im seeing this guy named aaron. He is probably the gayest douche ever. Hes 20 and is probably the biggest player. Well im guessing. I kinda just wish I could just never met him. Kinda sucks that the fact my good friend is like talking to him behind my back and is lying to me that she is even has contact with him. Kinda disappointed in the fact that she is lying to me. The sad thing is that she doesn't even know that I know. Yeah I kinda blew him off the other day but I don't know.
Other than that just busy with school and I now just finished Cross Country. We did amazing at state we came in like 4th out of 200 schools, we could have came in 3rd but we lost by like 1 point. Our banquet is next wednesday so i'm pretty excited. I decided Im not going to do basketball...and I am just going to get a job. I really don't have the motivation to play this year. Just enjoying my senior year having a good time...
Things to Accomplish:
1. sign up for SATS again...
2. Get a job
3. Lose weight
4. Reconcile things between walon
5. Get a car.
I don't know I'm feeling really sappy and kinda lame right now. Im pretty much just sick of every guy I know. But not to mention I probably screwed up the most important relationship with my best friend walon. I dont know I miss him so much and I just wish we could be back to the way we were...things just became so complicated between us. I should have just told him the truth on how I felt. But instead I just blew him off. I don't know I guess I was just too oblivious to all the signs he gave off to me.
Now im seeing this guy named aaron. He is probably the gayest douche ever. Hes 20 and is probably the biggest player. Well im guessing. I kinda just wish I could just never met him. Kinda sucks that the fact my good friend is like talking to him behind my back and is lying to me that she is even has contact with him. Kinda disappointed in the fact that she is lying to me. The sad thing is that she doesn't even know that I know. Yeah I kinda blew him off the other day but I don't know.
Other than that just busy with school and I now just finished Cross Country. We did amazing at state we came in like 4th out of 200 schools, we could have came in 3rd but we lost by like 1 point. Our banquet is next wednesday so i'm pretty excited. I decided Im not going to do basketball...and I am just going to get a job. I really don't have the motivation to play this year. Just enjoying my senior year having a good time...
Things to Accomplish:
1. sign up for SATS again...
2. Get a job
3. Lose weight
4. Reconcile things between walon
5. Get a car.