not so great news.....
I'M AM SO BUMMMED!!!! <<<<>>>>>>> MY SISTER CALLED CALLED ME AND WE TALKED ABOUT MY BROTHER. WELL I'M NOT SURE IF MOST OF YOU KNOW BUT HES HAS JOINED THE ARMY!!! WELL TODAY WE FOUND OUT THAT HE LEAVES FOR BOOTCAMP LIKE A WEEK AFTER HIS 21ST BIRTHDAY. HE LEAVES MAR 23RD. WELL HE SIGNED UP FOR AIRBORN INFANTRY (SORRY IF I MISSED SPELLED IT) THAT MAKES ME SO ANGRY AND SCARED AND I DONT KNOW A BUNCH OF MIXED EMOTIONS. I MEAN HE IS MY BROTHER AND I KNOW HE CAN BE A PAIN IN THE ASS BUT COME ON LETS FACE IT FOLKS THERE'S A WAR ( NO OFFENSE RY) BUT I'M SCARED THAT MY BROTHER MAKE IT. I PRAY EVERY NIGHT FOR EVERYONE OUT THERE FIGHTING FOR US IN THAT WAR BUT WHEN YOUR YOUNGER BROTHER IS GOING THAT RIGHT THERE PEOPLE IS VERY VERY SCARY! i'm sorry that it was all in caps but i just had to get it all out. i was on the phone with my sister and i just cried and cried my little heart out. i just got a new job and my hours are messed up. sunday's are the day i have with my mom and now that my brother is leaving i need to hang out with him as much as possible!!! I'm now just sitting here thinking and i want to go get a tattoo for my brother. (NOT SURE WHY I'M ACTUALLY SAYING THIS.) SORRY it all just seems to want to get out! ok im gonna go i'm stressing and i need to go calm myself down. ill chat with you guys later!
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