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today has to have been the worst day of my life...or at least one of them anyway.
i had cheerleading practice early this morning but i really didnt feel like going...i took a shower and then combed my hair but i started to realize that i really dont like my new hair cut at all....ugh why did i chop off my hair??? but anyway.....i just lost it and i started crying my eyes out....i was telling myself that i was crying because of my hair, but i knew it was because of other things...i dont even know what.
so anyway, it took me awhile to calm down, but i finally did & i had to use a ton of eyedrops so i didnt look like i had been trying to create a replica of the nile river with my tears.
i wanted to die during practice....none of my friends were their because theyre away, so i was pretty much just with the seniors & freshmen & i was the odd man out. at one point this girl turned to me and goes "hey i really like your shirt!" and so i just smiled & said thanks ((i was wearing a grateful dead shirt)) but then i heard her turn to some of her friends and i could tell she was talking about me because one of her friends was really loud & goes "wait whos shirt are we making fun of???"....ugh so yeah that made me really mad.
but wait!! theres more!! sooo right after that i had to go straight to babysitting three kids (2 boys ages 7 & 8 and a girl age 4) the kids were NIGHTMARES....oh man, you guys have no idea....the one kid RAN AWAY on his bike & i had to hunt him down....THREE TIMES!!! the little girl is so spoiled....and the two boys physically fight like you wouldnt believe...ughh it was so bad....to make it worse, the mother was 90 minutes late getting home. when she asked if they were good i told her they werent haha...i felt bad but she said she wanted me to be honest haha. about 30 minutes after i got home the lady called & made her kids apologize....they were crying so i felt bad....but it was kind of funny because they DEFINATELY deserved it.
so anyway then i went to the rag shop & got some stuff to make Habitat for Humanity magnets to sell at a craft fair & hopefully get good donations ((if you dont know what Habitat for Humanity is, let me know & id be happy to explain it))
welllll that was a long post....i guess thats all for now :)
i had cheerleading practice early this morning but i really didnt feel like going...i took a shower and then combed my hair but i started to realize that i really dont like my new hair cut at all....ugh why did i chop off my hair??? but anyway.....i just lost it and i started crying my eyes out....i was telling myself that i was crying because of my hair, but i knew it was because of other things...i dont even know what.
so anyway, it took me awhile to calm down, but i finally did & i had to use a ton of eyedrops so i didnt look like i had been trying to create a replica of the nile river with my tears.
i wanted to die during practice....none of my friends were their because theyre away, so i was pretty much just with the seniors & freshmen & i was the odd man out. at one point this girl turned to me and goes "hey i really like your shirt!" and so i just smiled & said thanks ((i was wearing a grateful dead shirt)) but then i heard her turn to some of her friends and i could tell she was talking about me because one of her friends was really loud & goes "wait whos shirt are we making fun of???"....ugh so yeah that made me really mad.
but wait!! theres more!! sooo right after that i had to go straight to babysitting three kids (2 boys ages 7 & 8 and a girl age 4) the kids were NIGHTMARES....oh man, you guys have no idea....the one kid RAN AWAY on his bike & i had to hunt him down....THREE TIMES!!! the little girl is so spoiled....and the two boys physically fight like you wouldnt believe...ughh it was so bad....to make it worse, the mother was 90 minutes late getting home. when she asked if they were good i told her they werent haha...i felt bad but she said she wanted me to be honest haha. about 30 minutes after i got home the lady called & made her kids apologize....they were crying so i felt bad....but it was kind of funny because they DEFINATELY deserved it.
so anyway then i went to the rag shop & got some stuff to make Habitat for Humanity magnets to sell at a craft fair & hopefully get good donations ((if you dont know what Habitat for Humanity is, let me know & id be happy to explain it))
welllll that was a long post....i guess thats all for now :)