Aug 18, 2004 10:16
this morning was the first cheerleading practice....
bad news: as if being on JV wasnt bad enough, the only other sophmore who showed up was lauren, so it was just the two of us with all the freshman ((their grade is so bad....they all look like whores))...im friends with a lot of the juniors & seniors but theyre all on varsity so we dont really get to hang out. our coach wants us to cheer for girls & guys soccer games too...as well as football....cheerleading for soccer???? i dont think so....especially not girls soccer. ughhhhh being on JV is EMBARRASING. i dont mean to sound self absorbed or anything but im pretty good, but they had to give the spots to juniors & seniors first & there are a lot of juniors, so now im stuck on JV.
good news: our schools new athletic director wants to make a competitive cheerleading squad & a dance team....but that still doesnt make up for everything else.
& for all of you who are thinking that cheerleading isnt hard & all that stuff....trust me, not for my school....you have no idea. today we only had an hour practice because it was the first one, but we still had to run 2 miles.
AHHH, so enough of that....i really wanna go shopping...wow i sound like the cheerleader stereotype: blonde cheerleader who loves shopping!! lol.
oh wait...more bad news....im starting to like skyler again. **bad, bad, bad**....i mean theres obviously a reason why we broke up twice....but i just feel like it might work if we tried it again.....this is really sad, but last night he left his sweatshirt at my house so i slept with it because it smelled like him :(
good news: north carolina on friday :)