I think I might be dying.

[holesandhills]

I'm running on 2 hours of sleep, no coffee (can't drink caffeine...), and working for 5 hours at a computer while my students are taking their apparently difficult midterm exam. I'm shaking from lack of sleep and stress. People keep asking me if I am nervous or jittery and I keep telling them yes, but not about getting married. I've never been so sure about a thing in my life. It is the ceremony/party that has me terrified. It's probably the single biggest event I've ever been a major part of, and I am going batty from all the details. I want everything to go perfectly and am faced with the ever present likelyhood that it will not. I just hope that I get to calm down a bit and enjoy the next week.
Nina, I love you with everything I am and have ever been and will be. This celebration will be amazing and memorable no matter what happens. Thanks for being in it with me.