a poem....im so depressed
poepms:
Today i gave up on men. today i said goodbye to all that good loving and put something else inside to calm my nerves so i could FEEL GOOD again and as it goes in I cannot help but cry from the pain i fell i cannot help but scream beacuse this ICE CREAM taste so good.
beacsue a burger with cheese from culvers right about now would make me melt to my knees. those bunst that MEAT that lettuce. OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH. I could die the next time I eat, and everday i please myself and afterwards i cry because the scales dont lie and everyone knows guys dont like walrus thighs
but if it feels good.
then im done with men
unless they can cook.
maybe thingsll go better 2marrow
so dissapointed in ppl it makes me wanna cry.
*butterfly effect*
damn i wish i could do that.........
im not mad @ him. it wouldve been okay. never build ppls hopes ups and expect everything to be okay. never try to draw lines in a "sandbox" when the other person refuses to. never say shyt like "i never got mad when you talked about other boys @ school and stuff" to the person that has loved you....and tried their hardest just to be a friend. and everytyme this happens sad ass music plays in the bakcground.....i just wish he would be honest. realllllllllllllly.
FROM NOW ON IM LYING MY ASS OFFF.
dont ask where the real alainna has gone.....
i think she has died.
seriouslly.
play practice 2marrow.
may be the only thing i live for.
i may not be pretty but at least i was honest. u cant say that for most ppl.
Today i gave up on men. today i said goodbye to all that good loving and put something else inside to calm my nerves so i could FEEL GOOD again and as it goes in I cannot help but cry from the pain i fell i cannot help but scream beacuse this ICE CREAM taste so good.
beacsue a burger with cheese from culvers right about now would make me melt to my knees. those bunst that MEAT that lettuce. OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHH. I could die the next time I eat, and everday i please myself and afterwards i cry because the scales dont lie and everyone knows guys dont like walrus thighs
but if it feels good.
then im done with men
unless they can cook.
maybe thingsll go better 2marrow
so dissapointed in ppl it makes me wanna cry.
*butterfly effect*
damn i wish i could do that.........
im not mad @ him. it wouldve been okay. never build ppls hopes ups and expect everything to be okay. never try to draw lines in a "sandbox" when the other person refuses to. never say shyt like "i never got mad when you talked about other boys @ school and stuff" to the person that has loved you....and tried their hardest just to be a friend. and everytyme this happens sad ass music plays in the bakcground.....i just wish he would be honest. realllllllllllllly.
FROM NOW ON IM LYING MY ASS OFFF.
dont ask where the real alainna has gone.....
i think she has died.
seriouslly.
play practice 2marrow.
may be the only thing i live for.
i may not be pretty but at least i was honest. u cant say that for most ppl.