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WHAT has happened to me???? HOW could i have done something like this??? this is NOT like me at all, and i really hate myself. i dont know who i am anymore, and i cease to care about living and my life at this point. i cannot live with myself knowing what i did, and to you of all people. i have reached the lowest point that i can and it sickens me. im fucking scum, a piece a shit, low-life, whatever you want to call me, i know that i am. i dont know why i always have to go and ruin things. there is just one last thing i want to tell you, im sincerely sorry from the bottom of my heart, but i know you dont believe me and i understand. good-bye...