update
So tomorrow's e day. My eval. I'm nervous. I know what I'm going to say but if she's going to be a bitch I may lose my lic. no matter what. I have job offers like crazy too. I'm going to get a massage job this week but if she trys to put me on the Intensive out patient program I wont beable to keep my lic. So there wont be a purpose to gettin a job in therapy. I dunno it's all up in the air. All I know is if I keep my lic. I will move to bradenton and do massage full time and goto school at night. I'll be far from everyone so I'll beable to focus wholly on school and personal growth. I hope my shit works out. Or life is going to stay constipated. Although if everything goes to shit. I'm hitchhiking the country. I've decided my bills and everythig else can wait. Life is stangnat and a vacation from the stress will be welcome. Although I havn't been working. It has been no vacation. I've been beat non stop. Hope is all I got.