18 never felt so right
Dear Doohickies
Today is sunday. This is my first update since i've been 18. I'm so much happier now than my last entry. School is better. I realized how fun it is to be a senior. Now i just talk to all the little kids and stuff. I figure they must get a kick out of it, cause when i was their age, and older upper classmen talked to me, I felt kinda important/cool/ nervous. So cha. I'm happy now. I think I'm really going to major in like, idk humanitarian aid when i go to college. I dont even know what u call it. But going to other countries and helping people. Thats what i want to do. I'm also happy that i dont have a b/f or anything, even though i complained about not having one before. I was talking w/ shawna today, and we concluded that its so much better to be single. Cause i can flirt with whoever, hang out w/ whoever, not have to worry about hurting someone, or me being hurt. And its so exciting think about how many boys are out there, and I'm yet to meet them. And one day, i'm just going to meet one, and we will just *Click. and it will be amazing. ..
yeah So my birthday was like my best birthday ever. Like the day of my birthday. It wasnt great, but for me it was good. I went to school of course, vipers meeting before hand. I was all happy. Sreebs didnt give me a late cause it was my birthday. Then in calc. mr. beckish gave me a free hw slip cause it was my birthday, and all day EVERYONE was like HAPPY BIRTHDAY!.. and it just makes me feel special when people care enough to stop u and say that. Tony sent me a half dozen red roses in school. That was so sweet. they were so pretty. After school me and shawna chilled. We had some really delicious* coffee, and we went to the glenn and we ate pancakes there together for the first time in months. It was so wonderful. I missesd her so much over the summer. She tried to pee in the glenn water, and she like had no underwear on, and it was hilarous. And then we spotted an orange mandarin panda, which was quite exciting and .. o boy.. good times.
Then i went to work. Work always like. gets me down for some reason. Its something about Wegmans. U just cant stay happy. I think its the lighting. ANyways, finally got home at like 10. My mom was like HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (since i never see her except at night). SHes so cute. She got me like gift certificates for gas, and like 20billino movie tickets, and haha 3 boxes of protein bars which she wrapped for unknown reasons. and a bunch of expensive lancome makeup. awww she's so sweet. and my grandma gave me 100$ score. and my dad gave me.. nothing. cheap bastard. I havent talked to him in like 4 days. I think he's pissed cause i havent practice pitching in so long. I told him like last week, that he only talks to me when it has to do with sports, adn i was so right. He hasnt said a word to me in days. Anyways, today, i decided that im going to stop pitching. I dont really know how to tell everyone, but i'll have to. I just dont want to do it anymroe. I dont have time 5 days a week to pitch for an hour, and i dont feel like fighting w/ my dad all winter to do it. I just dont think im that good anyways. I mean, if i was, wouldnt i be like.. allstar highschool pitcher w/ like college scouts after me and stuff. Well i'm not. So i'm done. I'm still going to play softball, just not pitch. Sorry to disappoint.
OMG alsoooooo monday, i was going to go to o.c. nj w/ shoe. And my friend nick has a house down there, and he is there now, and we were going to go hang out w/ him, but guess who effin has work... ME! Im going to try realllllllllly hard to get out of it tomrorow, but idk if i can. O man. i wanted to go so bad tooo. :-((((
Friday i took off of work to spend w/ my friends for my birthday. I ended up picking up Dave L. and we went to the football game. I love dave. He's one of the most honest, Not-Fake kids i know. He'll tell it how it is, and he's super fun, and idk i just get good vibes from him. and he gave me a birthday present. HOw sweet. The football game, was .... weird. I got bad vibes from that. Irena kept like.. idk but she was giving me weird vibes too. and Justin bellanco. HOLY CRAP. HE was Wigging me out. He kept making up all these LIES about me and how i did some guy and blew another guy. We were in a big group of his friends, so he might have been showing off but whoa dude. I thought he was Satan at one point. Majorly Bad Vibes.
And i was talking to my super gorgeous drummer michael who looked so cute in his girl jeans. And he's getting a PA and stuff, so were so having band practice realy soon.
Tomorrows plans: wake up. 9ish go to softball practice at 9:30. Work @ 10:45AM - 7PM. Festival Italiana w/ the loverly orphanators. I hope its a good day. ..
Today is sunday. This is my first update since i've been 18. I'm so much happier now than my last entry. School is better. I realized how fun it is to be a senior. Now i just talk to all the little kids and stuff. I figure they must get a kick out of it, cause when i was their age, and older upper classmen talked to me, I felt kinda important/cool/ nervous. So cha. I'm happy now. I think I'm really going to major in like, idk humanitarian aid when i go to college. I dont even know what u call it. But going to other countries and helping people. Thats what i want to do. I'm also happy that i dont have a b/f or anything, even though i complained about not having one before. I was talking w/ shawna today, and we concluded that its so much better to be single. Cause i can flirt with whoever, hang out w/ whoever, not have to worry about hurting someone, or me being hurt. And its so exciting think about how many boys are out there, and I'm yet to meet them. And one day, i'm just going to meet one, and we will just *Click. and it will be amazing. ..
yeah So my birthday was like my best birthday ever. Like the day of my birthday. It wasnt great, but for me it was good. I went to school of course, vipers meeting before hand. I was all happy. Sreebs didnt give me a late cause it was my birthday. Then in calc. mr. beckish gave me a free hw slip cause it was my birthday, and all day EVERYONE was like HAPPY BIRTHDAY!.. and it just makes me feel special when people care enough to stop u and say that. Tony sent me a half dozen red roses in school. That was so sweet. they were so pretty. After school me and shawna chilled. We had some really delicious* coffee, and we went to the glenn and we ate pancakes there together for the first time in months. It was so wonderful. I missesd her so much over the summer. She tried to pee in the glenn water, and she like had no underwear on, and it was hilarous. And then we spotted an orange mandarin panda, which was quite exciting and .. o boy.. good times.
Then i went to work. Work always like. gets me down for some reason. Its something about Wegmans. U just cant stay happy. I think its the lighting. ANyways, finally got home at like 10. My mom was like HAPPY BIRTHDAY! (since i never see her except at night). SHes so cute. She got me like gift certificates for gas, and like 20billino movie tickets, and haha 3 boxes of protein bars which she wrapped for unknown reasons. and a bunch of expensive lancome makeup. awww she's so sweet. and my grandma gave me 100$ score. and my dad gave me.. nothing. cheap bastard. I havent talked to him in like 4 days. I think he's pissed cause i havent practice pitching in so long. I told him like last week, that he only talks to me when it has to do with sports, adn i was so right. He hasnt said a word to me in days. Anyways, today, i decided that im going to stop pitching. I dont really know how to tell everyone, but i'll have to. I just dont want to do it anymroe. I dont have time 5 days a week to pitch for an hour, and i dont feel like fighting w/ my dad all winter to do it. I just dont think im that good anyways. I mean, if i was, wouldnt i be like.. allstar highschool pitcher w/ like college scouts after me and stuff. Well i'm not. So i'm done. I'm still going to play softball, just not pitch. Sorry to disappoint.
OMG alsoooooo monday, i was going to go to o.c. nj w/ shoe. And my friend nick has a house down there, and he is there now, and we were going to go hang out w/ him, but guess who effin has work... ME! Im going to try realllllllllly hard to get out of it tomrorow, but idk if i can. O man. i wanted to go so bad tooo. :-((((
Friday i took off of work to spend w/ my friends for my birthday. I ended up picking up Dave L. and we went to the football game. I love dave. He's one of the most honest, Not-Fake kids i know. He'll tell it how it is, and he's super fun, and idk i just get good vibes from him. and he gave me a birthday present. HOw sweet. The football game, was .... weird. I got bad vibes from that. Irena kept like.. idk but she was giving me weird vibes too. and Justin bellanco. HOLY CRAP. HE was Wigging me out. He kept making up all these LIES about me and how i did some guy and blew another guy. We were in a big group of his friends, so he might have been showing off but whoa dude. I thought he was Satan at one point. Majorly Bad Vibes.
And i was talking to my super gorgeous drummer michael who looked so cute in his girl jeans. And he's getting a PA and stuff, so were so having band practice realy soon.
Tomorrows plans: wake up. 9ish go to softball practice at 9:30. Work @ 10:45AM - 7PM. Festival Italiana w/ the loverly orphanators. I hope its a good day. ..