Is That What You Call A Get Away?
I asked my friend today how she copes with the really deep emotional things.
I've always gone to my current boyfriends. I've been needy. And I can't do that anymore.
I know this and I'm trying to do it, but it's very hard. My deep emotional things aren't just. . .they're a serious problem is what I'm trying to say. Like, really, I probably need help. Actually I KNOW I do, but I don't like to talk about it.
So anyway, I have to learn not to be needy. So I'm in this play. I start ballet this week with Whitley Wynne. I'm not going to be able to get out of my house so I'm going to have to suck it up and find a way to always, ALWAYS be preoccupied. I'll start painting again. I'll keep doing yoga. There has to be a way to stay sane this year.
I'll be preoccupied every day but Sunday. I'll party on Sunday ;)
I've always gone to my current boyfriends. I've been needy. And I can't do that anymore.
I know this and I'm trying to do it, but it's very hard. My deep emotional things aren't just. . .they're a serious problem is what I'm trying to say. Like, really, I probably need help. Actually I KNOW I do, but I don't like to talk about it.
So anyway, I have to learn not to be needy. So I'm in this play. I start ballet this week with Whitley Wynne. I'm not going to be able to get out of my house so I'm going to have to suck it up and find a way to always, ALWAYS be preoccupied. I'll start painting again. I'll keep doing yoga. There has to be a way to stay sane this year.
I'll be preoccupied every day but Sunday. I'll party on Sunday ;)