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I've started dating a wonderful guy. He makes me happy and feel listened. We laugh, and do puzzles and function well around each other other. He is good, he is really really good. I do t feel conflicted around him. I don't feel like I'm giving up part of myself to be with him. That feels like a time change because it feels that I've always self handicapped to be with previous partners. Traveling with dan and spending time with dan, doesn't feel like a sacrifice but a privilege.
Do you ever get the feeling that sometimes that jokes on you? It seems like I often don't understand. Femininity is a major one. I've noticed this because I do have some friends who wear a lot of makeup. I never learned to put on makeup and how to wear it well when I do wear it. Or nice, name brand cookwear. Does that pot hold water and won't leek harmful chemicals into my body? Great! Why do we need the cookware that is $200? I baffled at these things, and don't know why others value them.
Otherwise working hard to contribute and stay afloat in the current political climate. I've decided to not buy a house this year but will continue to donate money and create events at Pyramid Atlantic that will be benefits for organizations. In the beginning of the month, I was assaulted by a group of teenagers. I'm trying to remember this is first time I've been the victim in nine years since I've been a dogwalker. I'm fine, but I keep dogs with me at all times when I go outside and I've ordered some pepper spray.
I'll be out of the country next week and then going skiing for Dan's pre birthday. All this will be nice.
Do you ever get the feeling that sometimes that jokes on you? It seems like I often don't understand. Femininity is a major one. I've noticed this because I do have some friends who wear a lot of makeup. I never learned to put on makeup and how to wear it well when I do wear it. Or nice, name brand cookwear. Does that pot hold water and won't leek harmful chemicals into my body? Great! Why do we need the cookware that is $200? I baffled at these things, and don't know why others value them.
Otherwise working hard to contribute and stay afloat in the current political climate. I've decided to not buy a house this year but will continue to donate money and create events at Pyramid Atlantic that will be benefits for organizations. In the beginning of the month, I was assaulted by a group of teenagers. I'm trying to remember this is first time I've been the victim in nine years since I've been a dogwalker. I'm fine, but I keep dogs with me at all times when I go outside and I've ordered some pepper spray.
I'll be out of the country next week and then going skiing for Dan's pre birthday. All this will be nice.