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SO far 2016 has taken my health, one of my pets and now my relationship.
Things are still pretty raw, but Stephen said he no longer desired me and ended things. I felt heartbroken because I had just convinced myself to stay and do my best, but then things were taken from my control. We loved each other very much, and got along well but the chemistry was gone for Stephen. Even on our last two days together, he displayed some behavior that I hated and made me feel unsafe. I must remember that.
I'm trying to remember that we grown every time we enter and leave a relationship. This relationship helped me grow into feel comfortable around someone who displayed they cared for me instead of being closed off. Yes, the things that stephen did we extraordinary, but they aren't things someone else who loves me wouldn't also do. Stephen was a partner who was proud of me, and was affectionate and cared for me but that isn't something that is too much to ask of someone else. it was just the first time I experienced it.
Things are still pretty raw, but Stephen said he no longer desired me and ended things. I felt heartbroken because I had just convinced myself to stay and do my best, but then things were taken from my control. We loved each other very much, and got along well but the chemistry was gone for Stephen. Even on our last two days together, he displayed some behavior that I hated and made me feel unsafe. I must remember that.
I'm trying to remember that we grown every time we enter and leave a relationship. This relationship helped me grow into feel comfortable around someone who displayed they cared for me instead of being closed off. Yes, the things that stephen did we extraordinary, but they aren't things someone else who loves me wouldn't also do. Stephen was a partner who was proud of me, and was affectionate and cared for me but that isn't something that is too much to ask of someone else. it was just the first time I experienced it.