"i dont wanna fuck you, i dont wanna touch."
my life has gone to hell. I have gone to hell.
drugs are the reason for my breathing.
i went to north andover with meg friday night and saw adam for like 10 minutes. wouldnt you expect him not to say one fucking word to me? let alone even look at me. i have been crying for days. i cried the whole way home. in front of megan. a girl, i barely know.
i am vulnerable.
scraped the fuck out of my arm.
i dont want to think anymore. breathe anymore.
i dont want to repeat the things he said, over and over again in my head. i hate you. and i love you. and that is why i am in so much fucking pain.
make this go away.
drugs are the reason for my breathing.
i went to north andover with meg friday night and saw adam for like 10 minutes. wouldnt you expect him not to say one fucking word to me? let alone even look at me. i have been crying for days. i cried the whole way home. in front of megan. a girl, i barely know.
i am vulnerable.
scraped the fuck out of my arm.
i dont want to think anymore. breathe anymore.
i dont want to repeat the things he said, over and over again in my head. i hate you. and i love you. and that is why i am in so much fucking pain.
make this go away.