end of 2006?
So wow, it's New Years eve ... 2006 is done.
So much has happened this year, and next years going to be unlike any year I've ever experienced haha.
Wow baby haha.
Tonight Im hanging out with Ashleigh because well we're both pregnant so we might as well not drink together haha, she got non alcholic wine ... haha should be intresting.
What's the future hold for me and Kevin? I have no idea ... He's an awesome guy, I just don't know if this relationship is what I want, for a relationship this isnt what I expected. He has a total seperate life with his friends and I don't mind that, but I just feel I should be included once and awhile, and I feel he shouldn't be partying as much as he does and leave me home. His commitment now is forshadowing how I see his commitment down the road, I told him for the new year I thought we should see other people, he said He didn't want to, I make him happy and he wants to be with me ... but I think he has his cake and is eating it to, and I don't think Im going to put up with it anymore. I do love his family to death though, Kevin's quiet and does his own thing and Im very outgoing and I love spending time with them ... Friday night I went to his house and he stayed @ Jays and I stayed up and talked to Jackie until like 11:30, and we watched movies and stuff, it was good. I think he need's to be more family oriented.
But when we are together I love spending time with him, I dunno ... when I look @ him I just smile, but I can't help but be bitter to him about alot of thing's he does that I think are inconsiderate. I don't want to be mad at him and Im afraid it's gone to far ... I am afraid Im not happy anymore.
Work's been pretty good. I just hate working in general but I don't mind Staples. I can't wait for maternity leave though haha a year off!!!!! :)
So Amy saw Natalie @ the mall and told her I was 4 months pregnant and her and her family we're like ... aw that's a sin. she's not ready to have a baby, and does she know who the father is and shit. I was pissed. I havent talked to you in 2 years... you have NO idea what Im ready for ... Amy's like uh actually she's really happy about it.
bitch.
Anyways Im going to watch some cartoons.
I miss Renee Downey xoxox
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
So much has happened this year, and next years going to be unlike any year I've ever experienced haha.
Wow baby haha.
Tonight Im hanging out with Ashleigh because well we're both pregnant so we might as well not drink together haha, she got non alcholic wine ... haha should be intresting.
What's the future hold for me and Kevin? I have no idea ... He's an awesome guy, I just don't know if this relationship is what I want, for a relationship this isnt what I expected. He has a total seperate life with his friends and I don't mind that, but I just feel I should be included once and awhile, and I feel he shouldn't be partying as much as he does and leave me home. His commitment now is forshadowing how I see his commitment down the road, I told him for the new year I thought we should see other people, he said He didn't want to, I make him happy and he wants to be with me ... but I think he has his cake and is eating it to, and I don't think Im going to put up with it anymore. I do love his family to death though, Kevin's quiet and does his own thing and Im very outgoing and I love spending time with them ... Friday night I went to his house and he stayed @ Jays and I stayed up and talked to Jackie until like 11:30, and we watched movies and stuff, it was good. I think he need's to be more family oriented.
But when we are together I love spending time with him, I dunno ... when I look @ him I just smile, but I can't help but be bitter to him about alot of thing's he does that I think are inconsiderate. I don't want to be mad at him and Im afraid it's gone to far ... I am afraid Im not happy anymore.
Work's been pretty good. I just hate working in general but I don't mind Staples. I can't wait for maternity leave though haha a year off!!!!! :)
So Amy saw Natalie @ the mall and told her I was 4 months pregnant and her and her family we're like ... aw that's a sin. she's not ready to have a baby, and does she know who the father is and shit. I was pissed. I havent talked to you in 2 years... you have NO idea what Im ready for ... Amy's like uh actually she's really happy about it.
bitch.
Anyways Im going to watch some cartoons.
I miss Renee Downey xoxox
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!