trick my once shame on you trick me twice shame on me

[holdmenear]

why is it that I fall into this trap each time? and every time coming out of it telling myself that it won't happen again. i told myself in the beginning to stay away but for some reason i don't seem to listen. faith and expectations will run anyone into the ground. I need someplace in the middle to go and be. I need some time by myself where i can be free. Maybe a trip to the condo on my own would be good..yea i think that would be nice.

I thought everything would be different in college but now I'm not so sure. I guess people are the same everywhere. no expectations no disapointments.