My heart Lept
My heart lept friday...because...I got told 'I love you' by a person I love. And it makes me swell up inside knowing i'm loved loved loved! I was walking down the stairs after Drill team, which I didn't end up doing, I sat with a certain boyfriend while he was in guitar club. And then I wanted to go home, so then I made him get up and walk me down the stairs, which he did...And he gave me huggles and kisses and turned away, and I started walking away, but then I heard him stop so I turned around, and he said quite in the 'i'm gonna say this as nonchalantly as possible' tone of voice, " i love you " then I saw a quick shade of pink and he turned around and ran up the stairs. It feeeeeeeeeels gooooooood to be loooooooooved! To not be this stupid object of physical affection, but to know theres this emotional level of fondness that someone carries inside their body for me. To know that at least one person thinks about me when I'm not with them. To know that one person misses me.
I've been a jerk lately, to alot of people.
Dillon, i'm sorry i'm a wench, what you did hurt me, but i'm sure i've hurt you too on numerous occasions, and i shouldn't have been such a jerk. I knew nothing could be serious with you, because we were never serious to eachother. Even the conversations we held became insanely goofy after a few lines.
Emily, I apologize to you as well. You've never done anything to me and I was this rude horrible crazy bitch. All because of a Dill-face. And we all know Dillon's not a real person And i'm sure you're not reading this because I wouldn't read my livejournal either, but I do apologize and I think you're a fantastical lovely person in every way shape and form....except the sexual form...because I dont know you like that....>>.
And i'd also like to apologize to Allie Cat. I love you and i don't give you the respect and recognition you deserve....you can be a pirate too I suppose...but you'll have to be assistant captain on the SS Emo-Redneck-ninja-lepracaun-pirate...because there can only be one NoBeard the pirate...and thats me!
LOVE ME AND HANG OUT WITH ME! MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 25 DAYS!!! I'LL BE 16! BUY ME STUFF!
I've been a jerk lately, to alot of people.
Dillon, i'm sorry i'm a wench, what you did hurt me, but i'm sure i've hurt you too on numerous occasions, and i shouldn't have been such a jerk. I knew nothing could be serious with you, because we were never serious to eachother. Even the conversations we held became insanely goofy after a few lines.
Emily, I apologize to you as well. You've never done anything to me and I was this rude horrible crazy bitch. All because of a Dill-face. And we all know Dillon's not a real person And i'm sure you're not reading this because I wouldn't read my livejournal either, but I do apologize and I think you're a fantastical lovely person in every way shape and form....except the sexual form...because I dont know you like that....>>.
And i'd also like to apologize to Allie Cat. I love you and i don't give you the respect and recognition you deserve....you can be a pirate too I suppose...but you'll have to be assistant captain on the SS Emo-Redneck-ninja-lepracaun-pirate...because there can only be one NoBeard the pirate...and thats me!
LOVE ME AND HANG OUT WITH ME! MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 25 DAYS!!! I'LL BE 16! BUY ME STUFF!