Down and depressed :(
Well me and my mom got into a yelling argument ... normal of course xcept she said some things that i took to heart ... YOUR NO FUCKING GOOD ... shit like that .. well i was lying in my room listening to the new slipknot and i figured i havent written a poem in a while so hey lets try it out and this is what i got its called ...
"What Ever Happened"
Its like a non-stop circle
Wondering where this staircase ends
Just a hole that gets deeper and darker
Only to find out there is no escape exit
This isnt a game no reset button
My choices just keep running out
Forcing me to turn against myself even more
Yet I know its only sending me spiraling down farther
What am i to do?
This is like a LP song and Im about to BREAK!!
The reigns of life have long slipped out of my hands
The freinds I thought I had stabbed me only to laugh
There is only a few i can trust
What have i done to deserve this?
Its as though I have woken up in a dream
But its not my mind whos controlling the dream
Im standing still and life is passing me by
Everyone is happy yet i have to wear a smile
Knowing its really a frown
These walls are closing in on me
Proped up by last push to overcome this
Fearing failure forgetting what its like to be happy ..
NO IM NOT SUICIDAL ... NO IM NOT HAVING FEELINGS OF HURTING MYSELF ... IM JUST DEPRESSED ...
BILLY
"What Ever Happened"
Its like a non-stop circle
Wondering where this staircase ends
Just a hole that gets deeper and darker
Only to find out there is no escape exit
This isnt a game no reset button
My choices just keep running out
Forcing me to turn against myself even more
Yet I know its only sending me spiraling down farther
What am i to do?
This is like a LP song and Im about to BREAK!!
The reigns of life have long slipped out of my hands
The freinds I thought I had stabbed me only to laugh
There is only a few i can trust
What have i done to deserve this?
Its as though I have woken up in a dream
But its not my mind whos controlling the dream
Im standing still and life is passing me by
Everyone is happy yet i have to wear a smile
Knowing its really a frown
These walls are closing in on me
Proped up by last push to overcome this
Fearing failure forgetting what its like to be happy ..
NO IM NOT SUICIDAL ... NO IM NOT HAVING FEELINGS OF HURTING MYSELF ... IM JUST DEPRESSED ...
BILLY