May 13, 2004 23:37
Well over the past couple of days i have been doing alot of thinking *of good stuff :)* and ive come up with this ...
The reason i torture and so called bully people is because i think when i was little and my dad used to hit me and all that junk i was in pain and i saw that he wasnt hurt by it so now that im old and big and stuff and when i hurt someone i see the pain in them and it makes me feel better about myself for some fucked up reasoon (for all those reading dont worry i wont hurt u im a gentle giant) but yea its like whenever someone else is in pain im happy ... fucked up eh??
im getting discharged tomorrow wooo hooo go billy go billy shake ya ass shake ya ass ...please slap me
well im out ill write more tomorrow night ... I GET TO SEE MY BABY LAUREN WOOO HOOOO
nighty night
billy boy boy boy