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[holdingmyown13]

I won't let you down
sometimes almost nothing is holding me up
but sometimes no matter how hard i try
these things just get in my way
i forget where and who i am
i lose control, don't worry about me
don't trouble yourself
he says "i won't let you in"
just to real you in
just to have you feel for him
can i do this on my own?
there's a fight...day in, day out..oh oh
inside.
inside where, it lies.
i can't help myself
it's got it's grip on me
let go mother fucker
please just let go of me
let me have a day where
i just feel good about me
i want to wake up and smile
and be glad to just be
mmmmmmmmhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmm
that's it
the fight starts today
tonight, you're not gonna take my life
not anymore
fuck you
you can let go now
i don't know if i can do this
sure as hell not on my own
wake me up when care
wake me up when i'm over this
take me over 'cause i can't control
whatever it is in me
can't you see
this is me
fighting to just be
anyone, anything
i'm trying to be me but it's not workin out for me
I'm trying not to let you down
but it's hard enough trying to hold myself up
here I am, trying to be a man
but i don't know how
to keep it all together
i'm sorry...i'm sorry
I hope I don't let you down