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[holding___hands]

today is a good day
and luis comes to visit tomorrow so it cant be all bad right

i saw my bestfriend today that was cool
and i got a light sabor thats cool too

im kinda in a bummy mood latly but luis might be able to make that better tomorrow

cameron and i kinda got in a tiff or at least i got
super bummed because he doesnt understand
that what he says to me matters
it matters a lot
but whatever i guess

i just want a good guy
i need one right now its hard not to have someone to rely on
i guess its good though
but i dunno i feel like i cant deal on my own

and my mother isnt making the situation any better