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so, i dyed my hair yet again tonight. i was getting tired of the orange brassyness. i got my hair REALLY light [i was aiming for platnium] but after a few days, the orange just came back. which is aggervating and if that's going to happen, i cant keep my hair light - its already pretty dead as it is.
so i died it an ashy blond and i was SO shocked. i havent LOVED hair color on me in a LONNNGGG time.its funny because its the color my hair was before i started dying it; back when i was 11. it looks REALLY good, in my opinion. i am thinking of putting TINNNYYY strands of black in it, to spice it up a bit, but i really like it. which is wierd because its so bland. hahah
uhmm, what else. oh yeah. I am sick as a dog, AGAIN. last week, we all got this horrid 24 hour bug and we were vomiting, no lie, ever 10 minutes. guess who got stuck cleaning up kaidan's all night? >.< poor guy, though. but a week before that i had a severe ear infection and sore throat and had finally got over it when i got that virus. and i was feeling fine for a few days, but i got hit again with the ear infection and sore throat. i have to set up a schedule for an ears&nose&throat specialist. im probably going to have to get my tonsils taken out =/ eep!
crohns has been okay, though, thankfully. ive just been eating like a cow because of the medication and my skin is breakin gout a bit - but at least i dont feel like i'm dying. i'd like a bit more energy, though. i cant keep my eyes open half the day - but thats probably a combination of being so sick lately, too. Crohns has killed my immune system. THANKS, AIDS-LIKE DISEASE! wooooo
uhhh, hm. oh, i blew up at daniel today - long story short, he's been ADDICTED to WoW, AGAIN, lately. and it really pisses me off. he comes home and goes straight to the computer and is on it unil he needs to go to bed. well, i got sick of it and just lashed out at him. we have this fight constantly. No wonder why kaidan doesnt fucking talk yet - daniel spends no fucking time with him.he uses the TV as a babysitter so he can play his precious games. i always have to suggest ad beg him to take kaidan out on the playground or to do something with him. its really tiresome. i feel like a single parent, constantly. i'm the one who had to give up everything and i spend day and night with that kid, by myself. sjhdkjwdgfdgfhdgfdjgfiewfheijofhjeirgfjirfgeirufgei
its really aggervating. but anyway, yeah. i blew up at him. told him to get off and that i do not want to see him on unless its the weekend or kaidan is in bed for the night. he did comply, and ordered dinner and a movie for us all, trying to make up for things. but when im angry - you cant do ANYTHING right. so i was still mad. and he's back on WoW, and yeah, kaidan is alseep, but it still pisses me off.
would it be so much to ask to spend time with my significant other?? im at the point, though, where i have no intimate or affectionate feelings for him. no desire to go kiss him or give him a hug or say a random "i love you"
....and that's really sad.
anyway.
port saint lucie this weekend. mom's birthday is tomorrow [er, today?] so celebration must be had. she's turning 49 =/
NEW HAIR
MY PRETTY TOOOESSSS
CAPCOM WAS LONELY [the brown one] SO KAIDAN AND I WENT OUT AND FOUND HIM A FRIEND
MEET: MARVEL
so i died it an ashy blond and i was SO shocked. i havent LOVED hair color on me in a LONNNGGG time.its funny because its the color my hair was before i started dying it; back when i was 11. it looks REALLY good, in my opinion. i am thinking of putting TINNNYYY strands of black in it, to spice it up a bit, but i really like it. which is wierd because its so bland. hahah
uhmm, what else. oh yeah. I am sick as a dog, AGAIN. last week, we all got this horrid 24 hour bug and we were vomiting, no lie, ever 10 minutes. guess who got stuck cleaning up kaidan's all night? >.< poor guy, though. but a week before that i had a severe ear infection and sore throat and had finally got over it when i got that virus. and i was feeling fine for a few days, but i got hit again with the ear infection and sore throat. i have to set up a schedule for an ears&nose&throat specialist. im probably going to have to get my tonsils taken out =/ eep!
crohns has been okay, though, thankfully. ive just been eating like a cow because of the medication and my skin is breakin gout a bit - but at least i dont feel like i'm dying. i'd like a bit more energy, though. i cant keep my eyes open half the day - but thats probably a combination of being so sick lately, too. Crohns has killed my immune system. THANKS, AIDS-LIKE DISEASE! wooooo
uhhh, hm. oh, i blew up at daniel today - long story short, he's been ADDICTED to WoW, AGAIN, lately. and it really pisses me off. he comes home and goes straight to the computer and is on it unil he needs to go to bed. well, i got sick of it and just lashed out at him. we have this fight constantly. No wonder why kaidan doesnt fucking talk yet - daniel spends no fucking time with him.he uses the TV as a babysitter so he can play his precious games. i always have to suggest ad beg him to take kaidan out on the playground or to do something with him. its really tiresome. i feel like a single parent, constantly. i'm the one who had to give up everything and i spend day and night with that kid, by myself. sjhdkjwdgfdgfhdgfdjgfiewfheijofhjeirgfjirfgeirufgei
its really aggervating. but anyway, yeah. i blew up at him. told him to get off and that i do not want to see him on unless its the weekend or kaidan is in bed for the night. he did comply, and ordered dinner and a movie for us all, trying to make up for things. but when im angry - you cant do ANYTHING right. so i was still mad. and he's back on WoW, and yeah, kaidan is alseep, but it still pisses me off.
would it be so much to ask to spend time with my significant other?? im at the point, though, where i have no intimate or affectionate feelings for him. no desire to go kiss him or give him a hug or say a random "i love you"
....and that's really sad.
anyway.
port saint lucie this weekend. mom's birthday is tomorrow [er, today?] so celebration must be had. she's turning 49 =/
NEW HAIR
MY PRETTY TOOOESSSS
CAPCOM WAS LONELY [the brown one] SO KAIDAN AND I WENT OUT AND FOUND HIM A FRIEND
MEET: MARVEL