What if I wanted to fight beg for the rest of my life..
Tonight was actually a good night. Hung out with a few friends and such it was all good.
I'm actually surprised at how much the whole band thing has picked up in the last week like I've seen alot of people compliment us and stuf it feels amazing and kinda motivates me more towards doing what I love =)
Lately as much as try to put it out of my mind it always comes back to me, I'm lonely (not in a depressed sort of way but just not having someone special there) I know most of this sounds whiny or whatever people can judge me on for it but the truth of the matter is I fucking want someone and its really starting to kind of bug me. It's kind of sad really heh. I really just want to have someone there to not only just be with but just a friend, I know I have plenty of them and alot of acquaintances but I just want someone who can be a close friend but just to the pointwhere you can both share affection towards that person. I guess everything comes in due time. (I'm in shape or form depressed just its a topic thats been in my head for a couple of months.)
Not really sure who reads this anymore but this a good place to vent.
I'm actually surprised at how much the whole band thing has picked up in the last week like I've seen alot of people compliment us and stuf it feels amazing and kinda motivates me more towards doing what I love =)
Lately as much as try to put it out of my mind it always comes back to me, I'm lonely (not in a depressed sort of way but just not having someone special there) I know most of this sounds whiny or whatever people can judge me on for it but the truth of the matter is I fucking want someone and its really starting to kind of bug me. It's kind of sad really heh. I really just want to have someone there to not only just be with but just a friend, I know I have plenty of them and alot of acquaintances but I just want someone who can be a close friend but just to the pointwhere you can both share affection towards that person. I guess everything comes in due time. (I'm in shape or form depressed just its a topic thats been in my head for a couple of months.)
Not really sure who reads this anymore but this a good place to vent.