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the good: I've found someone else who i like a lot and they like me back. i am really really into them. They make me feel amazing and i love every single second i spend with them
The bad: i am still in love with my ex
The ugly: I don't know if i could go out with my new crush because i am not over my ex and i don't think i can give my full attention to my crush that they deserve. Going out with my crush would jsut be another way to try and get over my ex, but i doubt the hole in my heart would be filled.
The story just gets better and better. I'm not worried though. I feel in the near future things will start to turn around for me. I have college soon which means meeting new people, ice hockey and track. I feel like everything good and bad i go through has already been chosen for me.