jebus
I really love my 4 friends here... seriously, they make my life here so amazing.
(Kyirsty, Marissa, Heather and Naomi).
I definitely think that I won't stay at Sage for more than 2 years; just to get my associates. But if I can't get enough money from another college, I might be stuck here.
I'm scared, to be honest - but I just have to take this whole college thing a step at a time. It's not even the classes really, they're normal, but its just this weird atmosphere... I can't even explain it.
Sage is really awkward and I feel like I just don't belong or something. REALLY LAME. And its not like I can't be myself, because I can, but I don't know.. I feel like I'm in fucking high school. Stupid pranks are being pulled and everyone is being accountable for and just a lot of the people living in the resident halls are just so fucked up and weird! (Of course not all of them... but there sure are some fucking creeps).
It highly disappoints me that I really felt that when I came here for a tour and the overnight that this was going to be the best choice for me. I'll see what happens, I guess... :(
I haven't got terribly fatter since I've been here, but I've definitely gained a couple pounds and all I can fucking say is that I do not need that shit.. I'm gonna start to really try as hard as I can to just fucking eat better, feel better about myself.
ps not being able to find cute clothes because your goddamn thighs and hips are ginormous, it makes you want to use scissors to cut them. (want, not going to happen).
weiners.
(Kyirsty, Marissa, Heather and Naomi).
I definitely think that I won't stay at Sage for more than 2 years; just to get my associates. But if I can't get enough money from another college, I might be stuck here.
I'm scared, to be honest - but I just have to take this whole college thing a step at a time. It's not even the classes really, they're normal, but its just this weird atmosphere... I can't even explain it.
Sage is really awkward and I feel like I just don't belong or something. REALLY LAME. And its not like I can't be myself, because I can, but I don't know.. I feel like I'm in fucking high school. Stupid pranks are being pulled and everyone is being accountable for and just a lot of the people living in the resident halls are just so fucked up and weird! (Of course not all of them... but there sure are some fucking creeps).
It highly disappoints me that I really felt that when I came here for a tour and the overnight that this was going to be the best choice for me. I'll see what happens, I guess... :(
I haven't got terribly fatter since I've been here, but I've definitely gained a couple pounds and all I can fucking say is that I do not need that shit.. I'm gonna start to really try as hard as I can to just fucking eat better, feel better about myself.
ps not being able to find cute clothes because your goddamn thighs and hips are ginormous, it makes you want to use scissors to cut them. (want, not going to happen).
weiners.